Hello! Life has been very very difficult lately and I just didn't have enough time to really sit in front of my laptop going online, listening to music, reading e-books, playing games etc.

It's the third day of Ramadhan so Happy Ramadhan everyone! May this holy month benefit us much. I remember the time when I was surrounded with lots of familiar faces during Ramadhan, especially when we sahur and buka puasa together. I know and I'm more than sure I won't ever get such sweet moments again.

Okay, enough with the melancholy. So, how's your fasting so far? Succeed or fail? I'm glad I can fast though I'm extra busy and never having the chance to take sahur before the dawn prayer. I ate during midnight, usually before my bedtime and just considered that as my sahur.

Things are not going right between me and him, and I'm just sick with whatever he does or says. I can't stand him anymore and I never believe in living under a man's supervision, specifically if the man is him. Frankly, I never intend to fix anything in our relationship, just let things come and go. I'm falling out of love I guess.

Enough with my rambling. Happy Ramadhan again and enjoy your days during this month!

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hi guys, I'm back!!! Whoaa! Can't believe myself that I've abandoned this 7-month old blog for two months. Anyone missed me when I wasn't around? I bet no one. :p

The truth is; I was busy with life and business! I've started a small corp. with a male friend under Mummy's 100% supervision and fund. She wants me to begin looking after myself and she believes that business can help me growing up and appreciating what I have more.

Looks like Nuffnang and Google Ads are not a priority anymore, so does blog. *sigh* I want to tell you guys many things which I've experienced for the first half of 2010. Lots of good things happened and I'm very grateful to God for giving me a chance to taste the bittersweet of life.

Hope your Monday will be better than any other days. Will catch you up later, wanna take a bath. Bye bye for now and thanks for reading! :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello!

I've been away for weeks and just got a chance to go online. My Google Adsense application has been approved, Ezany was the person who suggested this kind of ads to me.

With humble confession, I have zero idea on how to place the ads code, it's not as easy as placing Nuffnang codes. I badly need helps from anyone who is using Adsense for his/her site. Currently I let all the ads operate by themselves, I wanna know how to put the codes correctly on top and between contents. Help!!!

XOXO
-Cammy-

It's been so long. Hope all of you my blog visitors especially are doing well.

I know I've abandoned this blog and I'm willing to take the blame. Life was hectic for the past two months and I couldn't please myself with anything outside the context of work and school.

I just knew that Nuffnang gave me two buffered earnings though I didn't update this blog. I love Nuffnang more and more and more and more. Enough!

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello readers, visitors and strangers.

I've been away last week for a very important matter. I still did blogwalking to some blogs and found out about a new online reward, MyLook. Though I don't need extra income but I think, it's worth a try.

What I understood from my reading on MyLook, it's functioning as an online search site but you'll be rewarded only by searching anything through MyLook. Each search will give you $0.22 and you can get paid up to 5 searches each day.

I don't know why I joined this site but I just like it. I know, not a good reason. Give a try. Click here to know more. Happy Monday.

XOXO
-Cammy-

This newspaper article really caught my attention. The headline says "Single mums told to pick up skills for family's sake".

I think I'm lucky for having Mummy by my side. When her husband left her, she didn't seek helps from people, not even her parents or siblings. Mummy worked so hard just to ensure that she could provide everything for me. Thanks Mummy! For single mums out there, don't refuse to take any helps from the government if you have no one to lean on.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello readers, visitors and strangers.

It's Friday and I'm blessed. The reason for me stating this is because I've just gotta know that Nuffnang gave me buffered earnings for the sixth time.

I rarely update nowadays since I got so many things to focus on and usually I just include articles that capture my attention as my blog entries. But still, Nuffnang and 8TV chose this blog to promote their ads. :)

Can't wait for weekend, so, HAPPY WEEKEND everyone.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I REFER to the letter “Gay lifestyle not welcome in our society” (The Star, March 22).

I agree with the writer that updating the law for gay rights is definitely not in the picture for this country. We all must respect that.

However I do not share his or her sentiment of calling it a perverse lifestyle. It is the writer’s right to perceive it as such but it is also a person’s choice to lead the life that he or she has chosen. Not all gays are flamboyant and perverted and not all straight people are sane and morally right too.

What it boils down to here is tolerance to differences.

HILMI WAN AHMAD,
Kuala Lumpur.

XOXO
-Cammy-

IT IS truly heart-warming to read “Help for weaker SPM students” (The Star, March 20).

I congratulate the Education Ministry, especially Deputy Prime Minister Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin, for formulating plans to assist the underperforming students.

Many a time, I have categorically emphasised my opinion that examinations are just one way of assessing a student.

Failing in examinations or getting poor or low grades doesn’t mean that the student has failed in his life.

The bulk of students today fall into this category i.e. failed their examinations or achieved low grades in examination.

First of all, classifying them as weak students is an unfair assessment. They may be weak academically, but may have bright minds to do business or bright hands to do craftwork, or skills like motor mechanics.

We should not always think about the so called “bright” students only, but rather have programmes and plans to help the other students to be successful in life.

To read more, please click here.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Happy weekend everyone!

I haven't wished this for sometime because of my extraordinary busyness. I hope your weekend goes well and you're happy with whatever you do and of course with whom you spend your time.

Happy weekend again, take care people! :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello readers, visitors and strangers!

I know I've been away without telling you anything, but I've been so busy since the final examination is approaching. I can't really put my priority towards this blog, so no updates can be given, and forgive me for that.

My beautiful blogging friend, Ira gave me an award. WOW! This is my first award as a blogger and I never know that there's such thing in the blogosphere. Similar to contests and giveaways, I first thought it's funny to see these things exist, but they do. =p

This award comes with some rules:

1. Thank &  link the person that gave you the award.
2. Pass this award to 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic.
3. Contact the bloggers and let them know they've won the award.
4. State 7 things about yourself.

Let's start!

1. To Miss Irahehe, thanks so much for giving this award to me. You're one nice friend. :)
2. I don't think I have many blogging friends, can I skip this part? I actually don't know to whom should I give this award, so sorry...
3. Not applicable. :(
4. What you should know about me:

SEREMBAN: In an about-turn, teachers are now prepared to teach sex education in schools — but educationists want proper training first.

This was a drastic change from a stand taken on March 2 when the National Union of the Teaching Profession was against such an education.

NUTP had then said that teachers lacked formal training “in the complexity and sensitivity of the subject and were not confident to teach it”.

Its secretary-general Lok Yim Pheng said the new decision was reached at a recent three-day delegates conference held here.

She added that teachers believed sex education should begin at early secondary education; and the educationists should be given comprehensive training first. “The ministry needs to come up with proper modules and programmes to allow us to impart this to students effectively,” she said.

Lok added that teachers were concerned that they would become open targets for litigation from parents if they made mistakes when imparting such knowledge to students.

Many quarters, including parents, had urged the authorities to introduce sex education.

p/s: I don't know what will happen in the future.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Children of mixed marriages do face problems

I WOULD like to refer to the letter ‘A mistake to frown upon mixed marriages ‘’ (The Star, March, 9.)

I can’t agree with the writer in using Tiger Woods, Halle Barry and Barack Obama for comparison, stating that their success comes from a product of mixed marriages.

Please don’t forget that the three persons come from the strongest country in the world.

That said, I would like to congratulate Datuk Nicol David, one of our most successful sportswomen in the world who is of mixed parentage as well.

The writer said he couldn’t agree with Datuk Seri Rais Yatim that children from mixed marriages face unique problems. He said it was a myth. How would he know if he is not a product of a mixed marriage himself?

Read more..

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello readers, visitors and strangers.

It's so boring today. I woke up very early and suddenly I got an SMS from a classmate informing that there's no class today, the lecturer has gone out for a seminar. I got nothing to do now and I don't really have ideas to update this lovely blog of mine.

2 more days to go before I go and watch Alice in Wonderland. Hopefully I'm not busy when the day comes. Some friends will tag along, all are females. I guess you can expect the reason of us choosing to watch the movie. Because we love Anne Hathaway, ya right...

As usual, gonna read my favourite online newspaper before doing any jobs. Catch you later! Have a happy day, so be happy always.

XOXO
-Cammy-

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3. "Shutter Island," $13.3 million.

4. "Cop Out," $9.1 million.

5. "Avatar," $7.7 million.

6. "The Crazies," $7 million.

7. "Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The Lightning Thief," $5.1 million.

8. "Valentine's Day," $4.3 million.

9. "Crazy Heart," $3.4 million.

10. "Dear John," $2.9 million.

Click here to find out more.

XOXO
-Cammy-

WOW! That's the only word that I could think of upon seeing my Nuffnang account just now. I got my third buffered. I'm happy because last week, Nuffnang gave me 2 buffered and I got one more yesterday. Thanks a lot to Nuffnang and Maxis.

I promise to regularly update this blog and write at least one entry per day. Hopefully I can update on more general things which can give benefits to people who read whatever I write on this lovely blog of mine.

Have a happy day readers, visitors and strangers! Cheers!

XOXO
-Cammy-

Honestly, I'm worried sick over things that happened around me.

It's very rare and uncommon nowadays to read, hear or see good events in newspaper, radio and on TV. Crime cases, sad news and negative issues are mostly reported in media recently. What's wrong with modern people? There's no morality at all.

The latest news about the deceased 3-year old little girl really makes me tremble and upset. May God bless her and I badly want the killer to be dead!

XOXO
-Cammy-

8yr-old girl molested, forced to perform oral sex?

KUALA LUMPUR: An unemployed man pleaded not guilty to molesting an eight-year-old girl and forcing her to perform oral sex on him.

Jamil Samad, 42, is alleged to have used criminal force on the Year Two pupil and rubbing his private parts against her buttocks.

If convicted, he can be jailed up to 10 years, fined or whipped or face any two of such punishments under Section 354 of the Penal Code.

He is also accused of putting his private parts into the girl’s mouth against her will.

If found guilty, he can be jailed up to 20 years and whipped under Section 377C of the Penal Code.

Jamil is said to have committed both offences at the staircase area at PPR Cochrane Perkasa in Jalan Nakhoda Yusuf, Cheras at 4.30pm on May 12 last year.

The girl’s 41-year-old mother had lodged a complaint over the incident later.

Upon hearing his charges Monday, Jamil, clad in striking red-checkered shirt and blue jeans, calmly said he wanted to claim trial.

Deputy Public Prosecutor Nurfaida Mohd Rashidee said the prosecution has no intention to offer bail to the accused.

“If the court intends to use its discretion, the prosecution offers bail of RM15,000 in one surety,” she applied Monday.

DPP Nurfaida said the prosecution also pressed for the court to impose an additional bail condition that the accused should not disturb their witnesses as they were staying near the same area.

Upon queried by Sessions Court judge Mohamad Sekeri Mamat, Jamil said he had nothing to say over his bail application.

The judge then allowed a bail of RM15,000 in one surety and ordered him not to disturb the victim.

“If there is any complaint that you have disturbed the victim, then your bail will be revoked,” warned the judge.

He set April 5 for mention to allow the accused to appoint a lawyer.

p/s: What's wrong with male adults?

XOXO
-Cammy-

My second post for today, this is actually for joining a giveaway organised by Ambooyats.
I just knew about this giveaway from Mr. Mario's blog, he's joining it also.

Hello reader, visitors and strangers!

How's your weekend? Hope all of you got something in mind. I'm planning to just stay at home since I already went out yesterday for the whole day with a bunch of crazy friends. Heee...

For the first time in my life, I went to Jom Heboh! It's held at Bukit Jalil for 2 days, until today.Our main plan was actually to catch a movie at OU but since one of my friends bought tickets for late afternoon screening, so we decided to do something else.

Cindy was the one who came up with the idea of going to Jom Heboh. We finally agreed, though we had no idea what we could do there. Frankly, it was fun! Farah tried her luck as a newscaster since there was an audition at Buletin Utama booth. She did okay I guess, but a bit clumsy. =p

For those of you out there who live in KL or Selangor, you can come to Jom Heboh event if you have nothing to do for this whole Sunday. I bought many things, mostly food. Heee... If you like Malaysian stars, you can meet them there also.

Have fun!

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello!

This blog owner is wishing 'Salam Maulidur Rasul' to all her blog readers and visitors. Happy holidays. Use your free time wisely and be good always.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Good morning readers!

I've just finished my morning class, am gonna grab a lunch with few girlfriends at 12.30. A good news for me which I got just now. I checked my Nuffnang account and saw something at the earnings part. I got my second buffered!

I know it may sound lame and unimportant to some of you especially if you have got buffered so many times before. This makes me happy nonetheless. Two buffered earnings in three days are an achievement for me. Thanks a lot Nuffnang and Maxis!

Will update more, got no time now. Take care and be happy always!

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello!

A happy day for me. Why? Because I got my first buffered! Thanks so much to Nuffnang and LG. Hoping to get more next time. :)

Will give you updates later. Have fun!

XOXO
-Cammy-

The date was just a date! Period.

It was okay, not that bad but I don't think I'm ready for a new relationship. With the "digantung tak bertali" status, I don't know what to decide. Besides, I wasn't that comfortable with my date just now.

Perhaps, I'm so used with my old guy but I don't know his real feeling towards me. Is he still loving me? Does he need me? I have no idea.

Mummy many times said I should get myself to know more people. She doesn't want me to only be surrounded with familiar faces every single day. I'm of course aware of her attitude towards my so-called boyfriend.

She has gone through a lot with her husband before, and she doesn't want me to fall for the wrong person. Sometimes it's hard to be me, a person who lives in this kind of family, life and relationship. If only I have a 'real' father whom I can really call father.

Enough. Good night.

XOXO
-Cammy-

KUALA LUMPUR: Cuepacs is concerned about the increasing dominance of female employees in the civil service as it will have long-term implications on the progress and growth of the country.

Its secretary-general, Ahmad Shah Mohd Zin, said today that the trend now was that more and more women officers were being appointed to important decision-making posts.

For example, almost three quarters of the new posts in the administrative and diplomatic service were being filled by women, he said, adding that this was contrary to the present government policy to reserve only 30 percent of decision-making posts for women.

The teaching profession was also dominated by women, he added.

According to Human Resources Minister Datuk Dr S. Subramaniam, the ratio of male and female teachers was 30:70.

Ahmad Shah said that while Cuepacs appreciated the government's gender equality policy, it nevertheless wanted it to be implemented with great care so as not to upset the balance between male and female employees.

He said both males and females had their own strengths and weaknesses and they should balance each other for the good of the service.

Meanwhile, the National Union of the Teaching Profession (NUTP) secretary-general, Puan Lok Yim Pheng, said that although there were more women teachers, the decision-making process in the education service was dominated by men.

She said women teachers were performing very well and providing quality education to children.

She suggested that the ministry recruit more male teachers in certain areas like sports, physical education, and co-curriculum, saying that the ideal would be a 50-50 ratio for male and female teachers. - Bernama

p/s: I believe in women power. ;D

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello readers and visitors!

I've just reached home from college. It was a busy day today since the second half of this semester has started. I went to several offices just to ensure, clarify and confirm my student status. It's a normal routine actually each time I start my days after mid-sem break.

All assignments were submitted this morning to respected lecturers and at the moment, I got nothing academic to do. My first presentation will only begin in two weeks time and I'm done with my Powerpoint slides. I'm an advanced student. Hahaha...

I got a date tonight and wish me luck! Have a happy day everyone. ;D

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello semua pembaca dan pelawat blog ini. ;)

I'm still in the holiday mood, so do Nuffnang ads I think. Why they seldom come out nowadays? Just wondering. My classes will start next week and it's already Thursday. I got homeworks from my lecturers but none of them is finished.

I really have to start working on my assignments latest by tonight. Looks like this holiday mood needs to be stopped. Hehe... How're you my lovely bloggers, friends and readers? You also get a week off for CNY?

I update lagi nanti. Selamat hari Khamis. :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello!

This is my fourth template. The first and the second ones did reflect my favourite colour, which is red. Pink became the colour of my third template and now I'm using green! Green is never my favourite but when I saw this template just now, I suddenly fell in love with it.

Doesn't matter if any of you think this template looks childish. I like it so much! And I'm smiling happily now, and I don't know why. My plan to sleep early didn't work. I'm gonna use the time to edit this blog, go blogwalking and clicking.

Have a happy Thursday tomorrow.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Life's so boring and I really need to go out but everyone else is very busy with his/her loved ones. I love being single but sometimes it feels really hurt especially when I have nobody to accompany me. It sounds selfish, I know.

I no longer have many things to talk about since I haven't gone out for days. My whole life now is surrounded by activities and works. I miss him. I shouldn't label myself as single since I'm still his. I don't know our true status. He gets jealous easily, he hates to see me with someone else but he doesn't confess his love.

How could I believe him when he tells me he needs me? He needs me but he never acts like one. I hate falling in love because it makes me weak in everything. Sorry. I'm not okay now. I wanna sleep early and forget everything.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello lagi sekali! Hari ni I tak berapa sibuk (tipu sikit) so I nak update blog banyak-banyak. Mummy keluar beli lunch so I can use a bit of my time for this blog. She won't get mad, I know.

What's your plan today? Mummy wants me to tag along to open houses organised by her staffs. Will they give me angpows? I haven't yet married so I should get angpows. Hehe... The money is definitely not what matters most, I just wanna go out and have some fun out of this busyness.

I also wanna catch a movie. I'm looking forward to watch Johnny Depp in Alice in Wonderland, he's so masculine!!! Need to ask few friends, maybe we can hangout ramai-ramai without pasangan masing-masing. Haha... A single person always acts this way I guess.

To be frank, I'm sick with some friends of mine who like to bring their partners along everytime we plan to spend time together. It's okay to know new people but it's not okay when the partners do not want their loved ones to mingle around.

If you want to lovey dovey, don't do it in front of me. Find a place for both of you. If you wanna join us, please socialise more. We don't expect you to be silent all the time when you choose to hangout with us. Pelik kan but some people are like that so just ignore them.

I'm gonna get myself a drink. Will update more later. Bye.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello. Bertemu lagi di blog saya. Hehe... such a funny intro. I know I dah lama tak update blog tapi I betul-betul tak ada masa free. Setiap hari pergi class, selesaikan kerja-kerja I dan balik rumah.

Bila dah sampai rumah, I tak berehat pun sebab ada banyak kerja dah menunggu. Selain dari kerja I sendiri, I tolong Mummy with her work since she got a project for her company and she needs ideas from a younger person like me. I'm young! No perasan here. Hehe...

Basically, that's the cycle of my life at the moment. Tired? 100 percent! But I'm okay with anything related to my family. I'm willing to give my all for Mummy since she's the only person that I treasure much. Never ask me about my father, I never own one!

I'm happy with my life now and I hope all of you who are visiting this blog are happy also with whatever you do. Happy CNY!

XOXO
-Cammy-

XOXO
-Cammy-

I geram lah. Geram dengan masa yang tak pernah cukup.
I've planned to update this blog regularly, but my time is so precious.
It's test season now at my college hence I'm so busy sleeping while studying. =p
Can I stop blogging? For good.
I love this blog and I love writing so much.
But then I have no time to even update a short entry.
Am actually holding an academic book now. ;)
Have a happy day. Bye.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello!
Have just come back from college.
So tired today.
Had lunch alone at college cafe.
How are you guys today? Better? Good? Great?
I'm still happy and I hope I can retain this happiness.
I wanna catch a movie with Mummy tonight.
She said she got a surprise for me.
Very curious now. =p
I've cashed out my Nuffnang money.
Don't know when can I get the cheque.
I told Mummy already about this blog, and as expected, she didn't like it.
I asked her to read and value my contents.
She seemed okay I guess as I didn't talk much about myself and my family.
I know I've been writing about me and Mummy, but I never gave any clue or hint that can make people know who I am.
Mummy said she's okay with this blog, but no self pictures should be shown.
Got it Mummy!
There's a story beyond her rules.
I'll narrate it down when the time comes.
Happy Wednesday everyone.
Take a very good care of yourself.
Value what and who you have. :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

OMG!
I'm so happy today.
Many good things happened.
I should thank God for everything, I could never gain anything without His blessing.
Someone who decided to despise me and throw me away from his life suddenly came back.
Just because he heard rumours that I've met someone else.
So childish! I care less about love relationship.
It counts the least in my life at the moment.
Got so much works to do and so many things to deal with.
I don't even have time for myself, how could I spare my time with other people?
If you want to hate me, go on.
I've tried my best to be the best for someone who perceived himself as the best like you.
But, you never saw my sacrifices and whatever I did for you.
You only knew how to put the blame on me.
You did know that Mummy never approved our relationship but I turned her down so many times just for you.
Just because of my simple mistake, you walked away.
Wait! Did I make a mistake? No, I don't think so.
I chose my path, and you've chosen yours, so we're equal now.
But, I'm happy after knowing that you were jealous of someone else who didn't even exist.
Funny!

XOXO
-Cammy-

It took lotsa time to create a new look.
I like my new template!
I think it's so fresh compared to the previous one.
What do you think guys?
This or the previous one is better?
Am gonna feed this blog with updates later.
Gonna reply all your comments, gonna visit your site and click your nuff.
Thanks for being friends of mine in this blogosphere.
Love you all.
:)

XOXO
-Cammy-

I wanna change my template.
I'm feeling fresh and new, and I also want this blog to look new and fresh as well.
Currently am finding which template to be used.
Will get back to you soon.
:)
XOXO
-Cammy-

I think I wanna be active in the blogging world.
Though life is kinda hard at the moment, I don't want it to affect my free time.
Instead of sleeping and whining and sighing, I wanna write again.
Hope this situation will remain. :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

SEREMBAN: A 29-year-old blogger pleaded not guilty at the Sessions Court here to insulting the Johor royal house by posting derogatory remarks on his blog.
Graphic designer Khairul Nizam Abd Ghani (pix), from Rumah Rakyat Pancor in Paroi near here, allegedly uploaded the remarks on his blog adukataruna.blogspot.com.my between 7.25pm and 9.05pm on Jan 22.
The accused, wearing a round-collared beige T-shirt and black track bottoms, was calm when the court interpreter read him the charge yesterday.

He was accused of the improper use of network facilities or network services, as provided under section 233(1)(a) of the Communications and Multimedia Act.
The charge also states that the intention of the accused had been to hurt the feelings of the Johor royalty and the people.
Under the section, any person who knowingly initiates the transmission of any comment, request, suggestion or other communication which is obscene, indecent, false, menacing or offensive in character with intent to annoy, abuse, threaten or harass another person is liable to a fine not exceeding RM50,000 or imprisonment of up to one year.
He will also be liable to a further fine of RM1,000 for every day during which the offence is continued after conviction.
Deputy public prosecutor Masri Mohd Daud asked the court to impose a RM10,000 bail pending a re-mention of the case.
Counsel for the accused, Mohd Radzlan Jalaludin said the court should impose the lowest amount possible as Khairul Nizam had surrendered to the authorities.
“My client got married only last month and the kenduri (wedding feast) will be held tomorrow (Saturday). If the bail is not lowered, his wife will have to be seated on the dais alone,” he said.
Mohd Radzlan said Khairul Nizam’s wife was only able to raise RM5,000.
“In fact, the allegations are also not as serious as they are made out to be. I hope the court will grant our request,” he said.
Judge Zamri Bakar then admonished Mohd Radzlan for saying the allegations were not serious.

RM5bil a year needed by 2013 for higher education fund

PUTRAJAYA: The National Higher Education Fund Corporation (PTPTN) requires RM5 billion a year to ensure those qualified to pursue higher education are not deprived of the opportunity, Higher Education Minister Datuk Seri Mohamed Khaled Nordin said.
He said the amount was required following an increase in the number of students pursuing higher education.
"At the moment, the allocation is RM3 billion but the ministry foresees that the amount will no longer be enough by 2013," he told reporters after opening the "Real Undergraduate Conference" here on Saturday.
He said the amount was also needed as the loan repayment by students was made in instalments and not in lump sum.
"Now the ministry is studying how to make the PTPTN sustainable and that to ensure loans are given only those who really need them," he said.
"The Government has provided the infrastructure and other facilities. Those who are rich should be able to finance their children's education," he said. - BERNAMA

Source: http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/1/30/nation/20100130145710&sec=nation

The highlighted sentence makes me remember some of my friends who come from a wealthy family but applied for PTPTN.
I once asked them why and their answer: FOR FUN. Very funny hah?
Many unlucky people especially those who face financial problem need the money.
If you and your family have much money, don't apply, use own money instead.
What say you?


XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello semua.
Hari ni I rasa nak taip dalam BM.
Okay kan?
Today I tak buat apa-apa, I duduk rumah saja.
I habiskan masa dengan watching 5 DVDs and now I sakit kepala.
Sengaja cari masalah.
Mummy minggu depan baru balik rumah.
I need to be independent again.
I don't want Mummy to worry about me.
I think I'm okay now being alone.
At least I got some friends who wanna spend time with me at home.
Btw, my new draft is approved. Thank God. :)
I need to get something to eat.
Take care all. Bye.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I know I haven't been updating for sometime.
There's so much work at the moment.
My plan to watch movies in cinema is still a plan.
Mummy is always busy with outstation and I have to do all chores alone.
My eating schedule, no, it's no longer a schedule.
I eat once a day, and sometimes I even miss my meal.
God, please let Mummy finish her work earlier.
Then we both can spend our time together.
I always feel like an orphan since Mummy chose to concentrate on her work.
It seems like blogging is not my world anymore.
I don't know what to blog about.
Without Mummy by my side, nothing looks right.
Mummy, come home.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Updating...
Happy Friday everyone!
Weekend is just around the corner.
My draft is rejected by the lecturer this morning.
The reason: the issue is not very contemporary.
Nvm, gonna spend the weekend working on another draft with classmates.
What's your plan for this weekend?
I wanna watch films in cinema, will check the schedule first.
I always spend time watching DVDs, I miss going to cinema. =p
Btw, I notice that the ads are seldom coming out nowadays, why hah?
Hope everything is okay.
I'm planning to sleep now, so sleepy and it's raining here.
Have fun. :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

d= ¡ʇɐǝɹ⅁ ˙ʍou uʍop ǝpısdn suɹnʇ pɐǝɥ ʎƜ ˙unɟ os s,ʇI ˙ǝsǝɥʇ sɐ ɥɔns sʇxǝʇ pǝsɹǝʌǝɹ ǝʞɐɯ oʇ ǝɯ sʍoןןɐ ʇɐɥʇ ǝʇıs ɐ punoɟ ʇsnɾ I ¡⅁ƜO 

XOXO
-Cammy-

Since I got nothing to do and I'm not at all sleepy, I wanna look for some interesting pictures on the internet.
Bear with me k?
It's so boring now and I'm hungry so I just wanna forget this feeling of hunger by wasting my time.
The pictures below are actually telling you my recent condition.

Hello people!
Just woke up.
I don't know what went wrong with me.
I'm not a type of person who sleeps early and wakes up in the middle of the night like this.
I didn't do much since morning, but then I felt so tired.
I haven't eaten anything since lunch.
I'm so hungry now and there's nothing to eat at the kitchen.
I'll make a cup of hot chocolate later, just to kill this hunger.
And remember the first contest that I joined?
I didn't win. :(
Not my luck, yet, I guess.
It's okay since this is the first contest that I've joined as a blogger.
Happy though because it's like a platform for me to enter more contests.
Will go blogwalking and clicking ads in half an hour.
Wanna take a bath now, I'm still sleepy.
Wait k? :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello people!
How are you today?
I'm good and happy btw. Hehe...
So tired, have just finished class at 11.
Had lunch with two friends until 12 and now, back at home.
Got one big assignment to do, must at least present a draft by this Friday.
I've watched Titanic (again =p) last night while waiting for Nuff to wake up.
The first film ever that successfully made me fall in love with the main actor.
Haha...
Lucky me, it was years ago. Jack Dawson is no longer attractive.
Review? Don't have to, you can find many from the internet.
Wanna watch Avatar in 3D, haven't yet got the chance.
James Cameron is really cool in making superb movies.
Btw, Avatar is criticised for being racist and the 3D spec is actually harmful to people's health.
Perhaps I should think twice before finally buy the ticket.
Have fun everyone.
Wanna read a novel now.

XOXO
-Cammy-

It's so boring today.
I wanna go out but everyone is busy with their loved ones i.e. boyfriends/girlfriends.
Mummy has gone out so early this morning.
She left sandwiches for me.
I ate nothing else.
So hungry yet so lazy to go out.
Sleepy but don't wanna sleep since it's very hot here.
What should I do to kill this boredom?
Any suggestion?
Happy weekend people.

XOXO
-Cammy-

My first contest ever!
Went blogwalking and found this blog, belongs to Catlina.
I fell in love with the gift once I saw it, it's so cute.
Please pick me. =p
Here's the copy-paste entry from her blog.

Buat pertama kali nak buat Give Away kat blog personal ni...biasanye contest atau give away kat blog KedaiGambarKami jek..Sempena tahun baru dan untuk menghargai kawan2 blogger , Give Away ni dibuka mulai sekarang sehingga 18 Januari sahaja. Kenapa cepat sgt tutup?sebab kalau lambat2 kang expired lak kalender ni..ni dah bulan Januari kan..kalendar ni sweet dan cute...sesuai utk peminat kucing atau org yang suke tgk gmbr kucing...

Syarat2 dia mudah je...

1.Tak perlu buat blog entry (tapi dialu2kan). -----> i did!
2.Tak perlu jadi follower (dialu2kan juga). -----> i did!
3.Cuma tampal banner di atas pada side bar anda, di atas sekali supaya senang sy nampak. Linkkan ke blog ini.Kalau ade iklan Nuffnang kat side bar tu, letak kat bwh nuffnang ye..:) -----> done!
4.Bila dah siap, tinggalkan permalink anda di bhgn komen entry ni..(link entry tersebut ye). -----> done!
5.Itu saja..2 orang pemenang akan ditentukan dengan Random.org. -----> could i be one?

Sedikit preview gambar kalendarnye...

 Who doesn't fall in love with this cute calendar?
I wanna win. =p

XOXO
-Cammy-

Remember the other day I told you that I wanted to blog on something in our mother tongue?
Here's the entry.
A million apologies if the title sounds controversial, but frankly, I never mean to be rude or racist.
I befriend all people from all ethnic groups, I never put a racial boundary in friendships.
Okay, back to my first intention i.e. to write in Malay.
I really hope I can convey my message clearly.
But, can I use both languages? Just allow me to do so, okay?
One fine day, a happy day I shall say, I went to fetch a friend at the LRT station.
While waiting for her, I saw a man who looked like a father and husband.
I guessed his age, perhaps around 30s.
Lelaki ini tengah bentang kain atas meja.
Kereta dia ada tepi jalan.
Selepas tu, dia angkat beberapa plastik yang di dalamnya ada bekas macam Tupperware dan letak di atas meja tadi.
Jadi saya anggap lelaki itu baru mahu mula berniaga.
Kereta saya berada berdekatan dengan meja lelaki tadi.
Saya rasa dia mahu jual kuih-kuih.
Sewaktu masih angkat plastik-plastik dari keretanya, datang 2 orang lelaki yang kalau kamu lihat, kamu pun tahu mereka Melayu.
Lelaki yang mahu jual kuih tadi juga Melayu.
Mereka bertiga seperti dalam keadaan yang agak serius, 2 lelaki Melayu itu tanya macam-macam pada peniaga tadi dan mereka menulis di atas kertas.
Muka lelaki berniaga nampak sedih.
Tiba-tiba saja dia angkat semula plastik-plastik tadi ke dalam kereta.
Dia mengemas kain, meja dan kerusi yang dia bawa.
Walaupun tak tahu hal sebenar tapi saya rasa sangat marah.
Saya fikir 2 lelaki Melayu tadi tak benarkan lelaki Melayu lagi seorang untuk berniaga di sana.
Tapi 2 lelaki Melayu itu tak pakai uniform pekerja LRT.
Saya tak tahu siapa mereka sebenarnya dan saya juga tak tahu apa hak mereka menghalang lelaki peniaga untuk berniaga di sana.
Hati saya sangat sedih sewaktu lihat lelaki peniaga angkat kembali barang-barangnya.
Saya turun dari kereta dan terus pergi ke 2 lelaki Melayu yang wajahnya agak sombong.
Saya terus bertanya kenapa lelaki peniaga angkat barang-barangnya selepas mereka datang berjumpa dia.
2 lelaki Melayu beritahu tak boleh berniaga di kawasan LRT dan mereka minta lelaki peniaga pergi tempat lain.
Saya sangat marah dan tak faham.
Kalau orang India atau Cina pasti mahu tolong sesama kaum.
Ada juga orang Melayu yang pasti mahu tolong orang Melayu juga.
Kawan-kawan saya semuanya datang dari kumpulan etnik yang berbeza tetapi kami selalu tolong-menolong dalam semua perkara.
Kenapa 2 lelaki Melayu yang bukan polis atau pekerja LRT itu tak mahu tolong lelaki Melayu yang mahu mencari rezeki tadi?
Pada saya, keadaan ini tak patut berlaku.
Tapi saya bukan orang kenamaan, saya tak dapat tolong lelaki Melayu tadi.
Sampai sekarang ini, saya masih tak dapat lupakan wajah sedihnya.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Good morning everyone!
It's cold and breezy here, I don't need to switch on the air conditioner but I still need comforter to warm me up.
A happy day because I have no class to attend to.
Planning to do some house chores. *to impress Mummy. =p
She's always busy and I'm also busy with classes and routines.
Since there's no academic obligation for me to fulfil today, it can be a good start.
Thanks to Ieyna and Nina for their advices and motivation in the previous entry.
I think and I'm sure that I'm okay now.
And I suddenly remember that I once said I'd talk about something which I wanted to use Malay language as a medium.
Will find some time for that and also for Ieyna's tag.
Is there anyone who wanna tag me? Haha...
I just ask because I can do all tags at once. =p
Happy Friday.

XOXO
-Cammy-

The most tiring day ever.
I just wanna close my eyes and suddenly wake up on a magnificent picturesque island, ALONE.
I'm sick of some people's attitudes and yet I have no confidence to tell them to just get out of my life.
I've been so kind to them but now they obviously show that they are just making profits out of our so-called friendship.
Why should you guys be so self-absorbed and self-centred?
What's wrong with making changes?
Just because I no longer wanna spend time with all of you, you think you have the right to break our friendship off?
I'm still your friend no matter what.
I only ask you guys to at least accept the fact that clubbing is not my world.
We have so many other places to go, to have some fun, yet you still think the best place to hang out is clubs, pubs, discos etc.
No wonder Farah didn't wanna inform you guys about her changes.
I now realise that all of you will simply ask Farah to leave Haikal if you know he's the one who asks her to wear 'tudung'.
My life is not your life.
If I wanna change, I'll change.
You can't stop me.
If you really wanna stop and end our relationship, go on.
I'd never stop you from doing so.
Don't come and beg me for anything since this is not the first time the three of you betraying me only for a small matter.
From now on, I'll train myself to be extra cold towards people who always think this whole world moves because of them.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I now have a favicon for my blog.
Thanks to Izzah Farhana for her tutorial which I found on her blog.
Still looking for many icons to select, have tried two at the moment.
My activity today? Stay at home while enjoying my online life. =p
Plan to go out but just too lazy.
Need to buy some stuffs, haven't gone out for more than a week.
Got something to tell, but in the next entry.
My views on Malays. I'm not generalising, I'll write based on what I saw.
And I really hope I'll be able to write about this in Bahasa Malaysia.
See you! :)

XOXO
-Cammy-

Heading to bed in any minute.
Good night all.
I'm not happy with everything right now.
I think... lemme tell you tomorrow or in the next entry.
Stop for tonight.

XOXO
-Cammy-

A Malay friend called this morning.
She hasn't contacted me for quite sometime.
The conversation went like this, only the gist of everything.

Farah: Cam, got time for me?
Cammy: Ya, why? Got something to share?
Farah: I've changed. I don't know whether you and the girls will like it or not.
Cammy: You've changed to something bad hah? If so, of course we won't like it. Just tell me lah.
Farah: I'm wearing 'tudung' now.
Cammy: Good for you then. I like it. What makes you think we'll hate you because of that?
Farah: Dunno, maybe you guys will be embarrassed to hang out with me. *laughing*
Cammy: No lah. We can still go out what? Btw, what moves you?
Farah: Haikal.
Cammy: What? Haikal is a what or a who? You're kidding?
Farah: No. Haikal said he wants me to wear 'tudung' and he thinks I'm prettier with 'tudung'.
Cammy: Ooo... if you wanna do as what he says or likes, go on. If you're worried about our friendship, nothing will change. We're your friends and you're our friend. Don't forget till death do us part. *laughing*
Farah: Thanks a lot Cam. Got to go. Will call you later. Bye.

End of conversation. Me? Speechless.
Since Farah doesn't know this blog (as what I thought), I think it's okay to write down our conversation.
My principle: Do anything you wanna do, only when your mind and heart really wanna do it.
I used to have few friends, male and female, who liked to change or do some improvements on themselves just because their loved ones wanted them to.
In the end, when they broke up, all reverted to their old ways, styles, lives etc.
For me, about wearing 'tudung', as a Muslim, you should know your responsibility.
I can't tell you you must wear 'tudung'. It's a basic thing as a Muslim woman, you don't need people to tell you such thing.
But, by doing something good only for people, and not for religions, it may not last longer.
Ya, it can be permanent, I don't deny the fact, but it can also be temporary.
Don't you think so?
This is an open question, you can think about it in any ways you want.
All the best Farah. Hope you and Haikal will be happy.
I love you no matter what.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Was thinking of what to write while talking to Ieyna just now.
A big part of my heart asks me to at least jot something here, for the sake of giving breath to this blog after leaving it alone for almost a week.
I've checked my Nuffnang account just now and the earning has been updated.
That's my first online income and I don't even have any reason for joining Nuffnang.
I did so since I figured out that I can make many new friends via Nuffnang, only by clicking their ads.
Nice right?
I don't have to go out, I just stay in front of this laptop and I get friends.
No more clubbing, hanging out, shopping or any wasting time activities.
I think 2010 has really changed me.
I'm of course somewhat separated from my chill out friends.
The last activity I did with them was the pillow party.
I find no tranquility in doing my routines, my former usual routines.
I'm in a phase of finding my true self. I think I don't even know my own self.
Changing friends, activities, routines etc, hoping all of these make me happy.
Good night.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers, happy Monday!
Miss me?
Sorry, I was really busy last week.
So many things needed my full focus and attention.
I'm okay now, no more fever.
I miss blogging so much and I miss writing on this blog.
Thanks for those who have dropped by, I've just finished visiting your sites.
Really hoping that there'll be no more serious works after this since I need a silent space for myself.
Will write more tomorrow.
Have fun and be happy.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers.
Am so sorry for not being able to be 24/7 in front of the laptop.
Got so many things to do at the moment.
Plus, I got fever.
Ya, I know. Not a good combination.
Am really hoping I'll be okay as soon as possible.
And wanting to be online as usual.
Right now I'm using Mummy's laptop, she's gone to her friend's house.
All alone again, as usual.
Mummy doesn't know anything about this blog.
I have to erase everything (history, password reminder etc) after typing this post.
Wanna tell you many stories but time doesn't allow me to do so.
Btw thanks so much to all bloggers who have come to my blog and clicked my ads.
I'll visit your blog later and click your ads also.
So sorry ya.
Bye and good night.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I've stumbled upon my ex-bestfriend's blog just now.
Suddenly all the pains that she has inflicted on me during our high school days come to mind.
My heart is full of anger and rage.
Though I'm happy with my current life, I can't forget what she did to me.
My heart and my life were torn apart, scattered by pieces.
Worse when I couldn't focus for SPM.
Lucky me I got good result and now am living a bright future.
Thanks to Mummy whom once I hated most, for bringing sunshine to my life at that moment.
Because of that ex-bestfriend, I never had and still don't have a real bestfriend.
I can never make myself to believe and love friends more than I should.
My shopping friends are just friends, people whom I share my happiness, but never my sadness.
I've learnt not to reveal everything about me because I believe now that people will bite.
I hate her for everything that has happened to me.
I wasted a bit of my high school life only to figure out what went wrong with our friendship.
I didn't only ask other people, but I also went to see her just to clear things out.
She didn't have the answers, she hated me, she betrayed me, she deceived me and yet she didn't know what made her act like that.
It was all my bitter past.
I've never thought of her, not even once after I finished high school.
And just now, I unconsciously viewed her blog while blogwalking.
Thank God I saw nothing about her that's able to tear my heart apart.
I'm happy with my life.
I hate her but I'm happy seeing and reading about her life.
She has everything and yet she has nothing.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers, I'm back! :)
About the party, it was fun, hilarious also.
I made the first mistake because I didn't wear the right pyjamas.
I wore red pyjamas, but other girls wore white.
The pyjamas did have a small white portion, but it still didn't fulfil the requirement.
I was so unlucky since the friend who organised this girls' heart to heart session wanted to reward a person with the most stunning outfit, and obviously I didn't win.
Arrgghh. :(
And the prize was a very beautiful shawl.
Not my luck. Yet.
Am still waiting for bloggers who wanna exchange links with me. :)
Good night.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers.
This is a short and quick update.
I may not be able to go online tonight as I've promised my friend that I'll spend the night at her house.
Gonna have a girls' heart to heart session.
She's organising a pillow party, something like that, still need to consult her on this.
I'm quite excited because I got nothing to do at home.
But I'll try to find some time to go online, blogwalking and clicking nuff.
See you guys! Have a happy and wonderful weekend with your loved ones.
Btw, if you wanna exchange links with me, you can drop your links at the post below.
Bye.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers.
I'm so happy because you've come to my blog which is now 3 days old.
I don't really know about exchanging links and banners.
Maybe I need about a month to figure out everything about blogging.
I wanna ask your favour.
Can you put your links in the comment section of this entry?
I'll check your links and if they are appropriate (by this term I mean your contents), I'll include them on my blog.
Maybe we can exchange links, but it's not compulsory.
Do say whatever you wanna say in the comment section.
Thanks.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I wanna write something but nothing comes out.
As suggested by Suraya, I went blogwalking.
Found a blog, I think the owner is Farenova and she talked about Idola Kecil finale.
Though I'm not fond of Malaysia's reality shows, but that can be a way to kill this boredom.
Btw, I'm currently making love with reading Lord of the Flies, an interesting novel by William Golding.
That's all.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I just stay at home today.
Can't go out because of the heavy rain.
Don't like the idea of driving while raining.
I'm not a good and expert driver.
I'm still looking forward to meet few friends by this week and it's already Saturday.
It's very boring to be alone at home, though sometimes I'm very keen for privacy.
And it's very awkward when I start treating this blog as a diary.
Have no idea now.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I realise that I should have posted this earlier, but I forgot about this entry.
Why chose http://cammycamelia.blogspot.com/?
I actually have thought of many different blog addresses earlier.
But just because I wanted to create this blog on my 20th birthday, some of the URLs have been picked out.
I don't really like the idea of putting my own name as my blog address, but by combining both nick and real names, it sounds better.
That's what I thought. Don't worry, you don't have to agree with me.
I wanna share some URLs that have crossed my mind.
1) mygreatmasterpiece
2) greatmasterpiece
3) virtualnotebook
4) littlemasterpiece
Unfortunately, all these addresses belong to other people.
I like my current URL nonetheless.

XOXO
-Cammy-

In order to be and look normal, here's a new year entry.
Happy New Year 2010.
May all of you have a wonderful year ahead.
May all your 2009 resolutions come true.
Hope you're ready with your 2010 resolutions.
All the best.

I've changed my blog template.
Hope you'll still like it.

XOXO
-Cammy-

I'm gonna change my template.
Though I like the current one, I can't do anything about the comments section.
I want people to easily see the comments part on each entry.
Goodbye my first template.

XOXO
-Cammy-

How about this template?
Do you like it?
I don't know how to enable comments.
Can anyone help me?

XOXO
-Cammy-

I'm officially 20 today.
Not only that, I finally create a blog as my birthday gift.

OMG!
I finally have a blog!

XOXO
-Cammy-