Say Hello to Me

Hello readers, visitors and strangers!

I know I've been away without telling you anything, but I've been so busy since the final examination is approaching. I can't really put my priority towards this blog, so no updates can be given, and forgive me for that.

My beautiful blogging friend, Ira gave me an award. WOW! This is my first award as a blogger and I never know that there's such thing in the blogosphere. Similar to contests and giveaways, I first thought it's funny to see these things exist, but they do. =p

This award comes with some rules:

1. Thank &  link the person that gave you the award.
2. Pass this award to 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic.
3. Contact the bloggers and let them know they've won the award.
4. State 7 things about yourself.

Let's start!

1. To Miss Irahehe, thanks so much for giving this award to me. You're one nice friend. :)
2. I don't think I have many blogging friends, can I skip this part? I actually don't know to whom should I give this award, so sorry...
3. Not applicable. :(
4. What you should know about me:

Hello lagi sekali! Hari ni I tak berapa sibuk (tipu sikit) so I nak update blog banyak-banyak. Mummy keluar beli lunch so I can use a bit of my time for this blog. She won't get mad, I know.

What's your plan today? Mummy wants me to tag along to open houses organised by her staffs. Will they give me angpows? I haven't yet married so I should get angpows. Hehe... The money is definitely not what matters most, I just wanna go out and have some fun out of this busyness.

I also wanna catch a movie. I'm looking forward to watch Johnny Depp in Alice in Wonderland, he's so masculine!!! Need to ask few friends, maybe we can hangout ramai-ramai without pasangan masing-masing. Haha... A single person always acts this way I guess.

To be frank, I'm sick with some friends of mine who like to bring their partners along everytime we plan to spend time together. It's okay to know new people but it's not okay when the partners do not want their loved ones to mingle around.

If you want to lovey dovey, don't do it in front of me. Find a place for both of you. If you wanna join us, please socialise more. We don't expect you to be silent all the time when you choose to hangout with us. Pelik kan but some people are like that so just ignore them.

I'm gonna get myself a drink. Will update more later. Bye.

XOXO
-Cammy-

The most tiring day ever.
I just wanna close my eyes and suddenly wake up on a magnificent picturesque island, ALONE.
I'm sick of some people's attitudes and yet I have no confidence to tell them to just get out of my life.
I've been so kind to them but now they obviously show that they are just making profits out of our so-called friendship.
Why should you guys be so self-absorbed and self-centred?
What's wrong with making changes?
Just because I no longer wanna spend time with all of you, you think you have the right to break our friendship off?
I'm still your friend no matter what.
I only ask you guys to at least accept the fact that clubbing is not my world.
We have so many other places to go, to have some fun, yet you still think the best place to hang out is clubs, pubs, discos etc.
No wonder Farah didn't wanna inform you guys about her changes.
I now realise that all of you will simply ask Farah to leave Haikal if you know he's the one who asks her to wear 'tudung'.
My life is not your life.
If I wanna change, I'll change.
You can't stop me.
If you really wanna stop and end our relationship, go on.
I'd never stop you from doing so.
Don't come and beg me for anything since this is not the first time the three of you betraying me only for a small matter.
From now on, I'll train myself to be extra cold towards people who always think this whole world moves because of them.

XOXO
-Cammy-

A Malay friend called this morning.
She hasn't contacted me for quite sometime.
The conversation went like this, only the gist of everything.

Farah: Cam, got time for me?
Cammy: Ya, why? Got something to share?
Farah: I've changed. I don't know whether you and the girls will like it or not.
Cammy: You've changed to something bad hah? If so, of course we won't like it. Just tell me lah.
Farah: I'm wearing 'tudung' now.
Cammy: Good for you then. I like it. What makes you think we'll hate you because of that?
Farah: Dunno, maybe you guys will be embarrassed to hang out with me. *laughing*
Cammy: No lah. We can still go out what? Btw, what moves you?
Farah: Haikal.
Cammy: What? Haikal is a what or a who? You're kidding?
Farah: No. Haikal said he wants me to wear 'tudung' and he thinks I'm prettier with 'tudung'.
Cammy: Ooo... if you wanna do as what he says or likes, go on. If you're worried about our friendship, nothing will change. We're your friends and you're our friend. Don't forget till death do us part. *laughing*
Farah: Thanks a lot Cam. Got to go. Will call you later. Bye.

End of conversation. Me? Speechless.
Since Farah doesn't know this blog (as what I thought), I think it's okay to write down our conversation.
My principle: Do anything you wanna do, only when your mind and heart really wanna do it.
I used to have few friends, male and female, who liked to change or do some improvements on themselves just because their loved ones wanted them to.
In the end, when they broke up, all reverted to their old ways, styles, lives etc.
For me, about wearing 'tudung', as a Muslim, you should know your responsibility.
I can't tell you you must wear 'tudung'. It's a basic thing as a Muslim woman, you don't need people to tell you such thing.
But, by doing something good only for people, and not for religions, it may not last longer.
Ya, it can be permanent, I don't deny the fact, but it can also be temporary.
Don't you think so?
This is an open question, you can think about it in any ways you want.
All the best Farah. Hope you and Haikal will be happy.
I love you no matter what.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers, I'm back! :)
About the party, it was fun, hilarious also.
I made the first mistake because I didn't wear the right pyjamas.
I wore red pyjamas, but other girls wore white.
The pyjamas did have a small white portion, but it still didn't fulfil the requirement.
I was so unlucky since the friend who organised this girls' heart to heart session wanted to reward a person with the most stunning outfit, and obviously I didn't win.
Arrgghh. :(
And the prize was a very beautiful shawl.
Not my luck. Yet.
Am still waiting for bloggers who wanna exchange links with me. :)
Good night.

XOXO
-Cammy-

Hello bloggers.
This is a short and quick update.
I may not be able to go online tonight as I've promised my friend that I'll spend the night at her house.
Gonna have a girls' heart to heart session.
She's organising a pillow party, something like that, still need to consult her on this.
I'm quite excited because I got nothing to do at home.
But I'll try to find some time to go online, blogwalking and clicking nuff.
See you guys! Have a happy and wonderful weekend with your loved ones.
Btw, if you wanna exchange links with me, you can drop your links at the post below.
Bye.

XOXO
-Cammy-