The date was just a date! Period.

It was okay, not that bad but I don't think I'm ready for a new relationship. With the "digantung tak bertali" status, I don't know what to decide. Besides, I wasn't that comfortable with my date just now.

Perhaps, I'm so used with my old guy but I don't know his real feeling towards me. Is he still loving me? Does he need me? I have no idea.

Mummy many times said I should get myself to know more people. She doesn't want me to only be surrounded with familiar faces every single day. I'm of course aware of her attitude towards my so-called boyfriend.

She has gone through a lot with her husband before, and she doesn't want me to fall for the wrong person. Sometimes it's hard to be me, a person who lives in this kind of family, life and relationship. If only I have a 'real' father whom I can really call father.

Enough. Good night.


date Tuesday, February 23, 2010

2 people love me to “The Date”

  1. sayaBerd
    February 23, 2010 at 1:26 AM

    i think be frend is better. bcoz frendship hve strong relationship btween each other. myb its mcm cakap senang if u love damn much but itu la ape yg ak amalkan.

    nice post btw. hop u enjoy ur life =)

  1. Cammy
    February 23, 2010 at 3:39 AM

    cammy - sayaBerd
    thanks a lot for ur advice, i really appreciate it.
    if only everything is so simple n easy. :(