Say Hello to Me

The most tiring day ever.
I just wanna close my eyes and suddenly wake up on a magnificent picturesque island, ALONE.
I'm sick of some people's attitudes and yet I have no confidence to tell them to just get out of my life.
I've been so kind to them but now they obviously show that they are just making profits out of our so-called friendship.
Why should you guys be so self-absorbed and self-centred?
What's wrong with making changes?
Just because I no longer wanna spend time with all of you, you think you have the right to break our friendship off?
I'm still your friend no matter what.
I only ask you guys to at least accept the fact that clubbing is not my world.
We have so many other places to go, to have some fun, yet you still think the best place to hang out is clubs, pubs, discos etc.
No wonder Farah didn't wanna inform you guys about her changes.
I now realise that all of you will simply ask Farah to leave Haikal if you know he's the one who asks her to wear 'tudung'.
My life is not your life.
If I wanna change, I'll change.
You can't stop me.
If you really wanna stop and end our relationship, go on.
I'd never stop you from doing so.
Don't come and beg me for anything since this is not the first time the three of you betraying me only for a small matter.
From now on, I'll train myself to be extra cold towards people who always think this whole world moves because of them.

XOXO
-Cammy-